Well..
This isn't a very nice journal to be writing now, isn't it?

I haven't eaten in 3 days and am being vacated from my apartment as we speak because I can't pay rent.
Not too nice. But I can't complain. I left my Dad's because he just know how to make me feel like shit, and I can't take it much anymore. I'd rather worry and have to deal with money problem than to have to go through anything like I did last month ever again.. Long story short, I was in the hospital on two occasions because of him and his actions, and decided that I couldn't deal with it anymore. I'm not going into more detail for my own sake. n.n;

But, I can't complain because I left and I got myself into this problem of mine.
I have no money.

I don't mean like, oh, I have enough money to just get by.
I have maybe... 3 dollars in my bank account right now. I can't afford to eat and I certainly can't afford rent.
I have a job but I'm not getting paid for the next few days, and the paycheck is minimal because I've been in the hospital (again) for malnutrition, and.. yeah. Its a vicious cycle.
My parents are, obviously, not interested in helping me out by any stretch of the imagination, and I can't receive any emergency government aid until I'm 18, so I can only turn to the vast majority of you guys.

I am starting to sell $5 sketch commissions.
There is no set number of slots or anything like that- I'll take whatever I can get.
I can do bigger pieces for a higher price, but I'm not really banking on getting any attention for the $5 ones in the first place.
Even if you can't afford or are otherwise not able to buy, please, any advertising or links to this journal would be appreciated more than you can even fathom.

Please, if you are interested at all, email me at pulsewidth@live.com (which is also my paypal) or send me a note on here.

I'm so afraid of putting this up here in fear of ridicule or pity.
I'm not looking to be pitied at all- I'm just trying to find a solution to a serious problem and I feel as though dA is a place to start.

I sincerely appreciate you taking the time to read this.
Thank you. ;; <3